This is goodbye, my dear followers and fellow readers
Because this blog has been found by classmates I’m worried it is now getting out and read by the wrong people. People are making assumptions about me that aren’t true : I’m not suicidal. I’m not depressed. I’m not making up any the secrets I tell however, I write not always in the clearest of mind so sometimes I’m a little dramatic because I’m just trying to figure things out.
I’m just going through a very hard time in my life currently. I’m not having this hard time just over my break up, many other big things have crashed in my life also recently. But I do have support from the family I have left and family friends who caught me when I started to fall and even from my friends ,who really shouldn’t be here for me,but always are. I am a very luck person to have all these people in my life that care about me and love me. And you can go fuck yourself if you ever thought I didn’t know this or didn’t care.
If you read this and think I’m a fuck up or physiologically unstable , or extremely emotional to extent of being irrational, you can seriously go fuck yourself too. If you were going through what I have, and what I am now, I’m sure you would have the same, thoughts, feelings, and ideas about your life too. SO go fuck yourself hard for not believing in me and for just reading this for your own entertainment or to try to figure out my many secrets to use against me. Go fuck yourself.
If you read this because you read this and understand, well that is why I started to write partly. I know have followers who read and have an easier time with their life problems because they see that someone ells is going through the same thing they are. It is a really beautiful thing to know your not alone or the only one.
Because writing has also helped me vent , let go, and figure out the thoughts, feelings, and my general life , I am making another tumblr. So if you are one of those readers who want to keep reading because it helps you, please inbox and I will give the name to my new one once it is made.
If your a reader who is generally worried about me and is a classmate or some person in my life- because you care about me enough to stalk my blog to find out stuff about me well we should really talk because maybe we are supposed to be friends or something more.
So with those last words it’s goodbye.
